"Below is the" plea that I have written to try and get people to understand the plight of missing people trying to find their way home. I have been trying for years and still need help! I will not give up trying to find my family as long as I am alive! Please dont give up if your family member is missing! Please dont give up if you are trying to get home! I hope here to find a community where I can encourage and be encouraged! I totally believe when you survive you have to have a balance of both. Thank you to all who make this community work.
The first memories of being with this family were very confusing. I was very young and had just been ripped away from everyone who I felt safe with! I did not know what caused this change in my life. Did I do something? Why would my family let this person take me? Why was he telling me that my mom didn’t want me because I was bad? Was I bad? Why was he putting me in that dark place? If only I could get back to where I used to be. Did my mom hate me? Where was everybody? Who can I tell about this? I am scared! Very very scared! Can my mom hear me crying? Please mom come get me please ….. I will not be bad anymore! I just want you to hold me! No one holds me here… No one hugs me or tells me they love me … Im very very scared! Can you hear me crying at night?
I know if you have had a child kidnapped this will be very hard to read but please know that I need people to help me get home. I am no longer that small child. I am in my late forties and desire every day to go HOME! I was too little to find my way home when I was kidnapped but now I am old enough to ask for help! I know that my mom did not give me to this man but this man took me from my family! I know that I was not bad and did not deserve to be kidnapped! I know that my family did nothing wrong and was not responsible for this man’s actions.